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Before leaving for SYF rehearsal 2 weeks ago. hannah. lynette. feeza.

i don't know what's happening. The feeling that i once thought it will never ever come back, is back. and that's bad.

sometimes, i feel like everything in my life is rocking like hell and i love it so.
but then again. at times. it sucked till i wished when i sleep, i would never wake up again. and that's how i felt before and currently, now.

Yeap, sometimes, the stuffs i wished for will never come true. if i badly wish for it. it comes, the opposite. it's like as if im wishing upon a wistful star. and i jolly well know that i, AM wishing to a wistful star. those type that actually curse people instead of granting wishes.

hah. i always hope for happy stuffs to happen on each and single day. but nah, the opposites will come.

perhaps.imaginary. imaginative. imaginaring.

just plain hallucinations. compiled from the best parts of my memories.

random: i prefer oldies. [90s] not much of fancy towards nowadays songs. perhaps just rock. punk rock.




"heartbrokened? me? can't be. the heart wasn't whole in the first place."

ka-boom!

Had 2.4. talk about getting gold when i didn't even notice the hump on the road. I slipped and accidentally hurt my ankle a lil. clumsiness

What was the timing again? Can you like repeat? *rolls eyes*

SICKENING. But oh well. im gonna re-run on the sch track i think. THAT's IF i don't feel lazy on my PE day. mwahaha. Mid years are coming. GOOD LUCK TO ALL.

im afraid though. ):

Anyways, i've a pimple on my nose. and it HURTS. NEVERMIND. im thinking on the bright side -- im growing! ahaha.

Mathew was once again, comparing his height with me.

"Eh nette, you know hor. sec one that time. i shorter than you. at your shoulder only. Then sec 2, okay okay. around the same height. Than sec 3 taller. now sec 4 ah. WAH. i taller than you don't by how many kilometres." -mathew teng

So sarcastic. Idiot. KILOMETRES!

ahh. sheesh. my nose bled last night. and it's bleeding a lil now.

Oh Oh. Some people just don't know how to lie.

J : "do you have a boyfriend?"
ME: "NO. why?"
J: "nothing, jus asking."
ME: "oh. do you have gf?"
J: "err. ya."
ME: "oh really?! from what sch?"
J: "erms. from st. joseph i think. can't rmber."
ME:"ahh"

Trust me. That idiot isn't homo at all.

OH WELLS. Isn't my life made up of lies?

that's why it's so happening. almost everyday. filled with lies.

ahh. without them. it prolly won't be that exciting.

changi airport

It's been so long since i've blogged. -.- 6 days ago.

Went to study to airport with soyah, sheryl and sharlene. all the s's. Was fun fun fun! (: we were practically laughing everytime. BUT we did study afterall. then, we bitch about some bitches, assholes, THEIR ex's, OUR crushes etc etc.

HAHAHA. it's jus funny. (: i don't know.

School's break time is getting lame. really. crappy happenings happened at lame time. okay. idontreally knowwhatthatmeans. but im having 2.4km run tmr. supposed to be two weeks ago, but i didn't run. cos the first week, my stomach hurt from the sit-ups i've done. 2nd week, (read previous post) yup. so, it's left with this and next week. gotta run. im just 3 points away from GOLD. (:

My napfa/napha/nafa/ whatever has been really ridiculous for the past years. (:

SEC ONE - NIL [FAILED STANDING BROAD JUMP, 2.4KM RUN AND SHUTTLE RUN]

SEC TWO - BRONZE

SEC THREE - SILVER

shall see if i can get gold this year. to complete the pattern. mwahaha.

I learnt lotsa things todays :

1. Guys actually bitch.
2. Samuel is a lesbian cos he like girls. Whereas Lynette is gay, for she like guys.
3. Heterozygous has no dominant or recessive whereas homozygous is the opp.
4. I have friends whose body contains 47 chromosomes instead of 46.

i think im crazy.

wait. i have always been like this.

fiza[the one who slept with me], have you had any idea that our SSC certs are still with sgt m? or has ma'am teo or ma'amee collected it for us?

titanS!

titans got GOLD!

WOOHOOO!! although didn't get the chance to participate in the SYF. but getting GOLD is what they should deserve!

WAT TO GO MAN! aww. i love all of them lah.

Feeza and I practically screamed our lungs out, supporting them! hahahas.

TK, Bowen and Deyi was fabulous seh.! really. the fire extinguisher part! wah lao. tak boleh angkat! Was hilarious yet good. They were the 3 bands that got chosen for syf open house. mwahaha.

Anyhows. Heard one school got bronze. err. cheerios lah!

All of them did well! infact, Wonderful gloriously. tk was more into the cartoon songs. their formations were also like superman and all these. Luckily they didn't play spongebob theme. if not, we would have been singing like hell!

After the whole thing, i went home with feeza. we both practically walked one whole round of the national stadium lah! haha. cos, we both lovers, were lost. walking under the rain romantically! and we thought about some crappy stuffs that wouldn't come true.

OH WELL. what can you expect? It's feeza and lynette! (:

dawn came! yah. dawn! haha feeza's friend. i thought of like saying 'hi' to her. cos feeza talk loads bout her! but when she saw me, she was like,

" you're lynette right? i heard lots about you from her!*points to feeza*"

me: "yah yah! you're dawn right? i heard loads about you from feeza too! hahah"

Like so enthu! But it was fun. knowing her. (: mwaha.

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anyways, i went crazy today. woke up at 7am and thought i was late for sch. went to bathe and wash up. got dressed and than realised how come my dad isn't awake. cos usually he will be awake to send me to the door. so. i thought of jus leavin the house on my own lah. than i realised another thing. the main door is locked. than everything got into the picture.

IT IS A SATURDAY!!

so i went back to sleep and woke up at 12.30pm.

HAHAHA.

perfect weather

The weather has been rocking these few days. (: rain rain and rain! hiak3

had syf rehearsal yesterday. learnt the 'akan tembat feu de jour isekan pelurul' (i think la eh. if spelling wrong, SRY!)

it was coolness! really. although the fingers did hurt after the end of everything. but, it was worth it.

So, before leaving for the rehearsal. had SS class. Apparently the blur woman here, forgot to write her name on one of the tutorials. Instead, she wrote these:

"I'll be there for you
this 5 words i swear to you
when you breathe i wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you"

Since, there isn't any name on that sheet of paper. MY DEAR TEACHER 'SANG' OUT THE SONG. SO THAT, the blur woman would come gracefully to collect her paper.

REALLY, i did not even blurt out anything about me not having a sheet of the tutorial. but the whole class just seem know it's me and they all echoed my name.

PAISEH MAN! wah piang.

i think it's due to the fact that i have been singing that song practically to everyone i know.(:

ahahahaks. i make a great impact on people's lives, i know. (: THANKS!

Anyohow, had oral on tuesday. got 30/40. Ms Teo GB was the teacher taking me. Blabbered nonsense throughout. But yeah, looking at the marks, it seems that my nonsense was somewhat logical to her! so, goody.

im outing now!(: need to restock maggie. very hungry ARH.

bloom, gloom

okay, let's just say, scolding people a 'sadist' isn't a really appropriate word to use, right? Especially when you're scolding them for their wrongdoings.

Well, i think. NCC is getting damn slack nowadays. I don't know bout the other schools, but here in mine, we can have no pumping as punishments, no trainings on school holidays, training time shortened, we barely have pt. Actually, there's no much of a difference between NCC girls and Girl Guides. We march, the girl guides march, guides sing, we sing. i might say, guides are better than us in some aspects. And as for the NCC guys, there seems to be something wrong in somewhere lah.

talk about my past when i was a part a. bloody CLTs screaming infront of my face when i coughed. made us clean the toilet and all crap. palms never failed to go red,blisters, blood and blah.

Sometimes, i wish i had an elder sibling that i could confide to. At least, there's not much of a generation gap. You may say we have friends. but they aren't there 24/7, right? Don't be surprise i talk to my Mp3 and record my nonsense down. argh, im jealous of you bren.

i actually have lots to say. but i don't know why can't i seem to type all of them out. Actually, i can't type anything about what am i thinking. It's like my fingers will be centimetres above the keyboard, waiting for any sensory neurone to activate the motor neurone, so that the damn muscles could let me type something that i wanna type, if only the medulla oblongta controlled all those nonsense.

now i don't even know what am i talking about.

Anyway, speech day's a bitch. uh huh. The guest of honor took like 76325432 years to walk down the aisle. making some girl guides faint and the food that they served us contain few strands of hair.

Woah? yeah. woah. high standard cooking

i quarelled with my mom. she just cant to seem understand how i feel.

trips to bedok reservoir are getting often. any companion? i welcome anyone. it beats crying to oneself. definitely.

dear fish, forget about that oranged face monkey. (: i'll try to back you up. let her scold. turn on OUR Backstreet Boy's - I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW and we shall sing it out loud okay? right infront of her face! [not literally ah! get screwed man] love you! i love fishes though. ((:

pit chers

SPEECH DAY ITSELF (:



people releasing stress through communicating through a pair of shoe(: [nazurah and LYNETTE!]



samuel and LYNETTE. peeping at people changing



ah yean and LYNETTE!



wee CHEW and LYneTTE.



CLINTON and LYNETTE (:



FEEZA and LYNETTE!! (:

GIRL GUIDES AND NCC(: [ili and LYNETTE!]

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KAH JUN'S BIRTHDAY OUTING (:


weechew and LYNETTE! [his face got blocked by tpt's hand]


us!


junhong and LYNETTE!(:


Clinton and LYNETTE!


Ah GUA and LYNETTE!

KAH JUN and LYNETTE! [the bday boy!]

tired


LYNETTE! caught on camera eating ah pek's ice cream!


wearing peintiong's CAP!


4 whites!


reflection.refraction